new dictionary..2011

dear Bloggy~end of 2010 make me feel not enough yet because i cant do what i want to do.....and start of this 2011 make me feel curious about what i want to do and what im gonna be .new life.so i should open new dictionary to make my life perfect.....tried to be independent girl without hold to anybody...and i will try to be honest and being loyal to just one person..no more heart break..no more love give and leave away...2010 was the most terrific page in my life ...i lost thing that are so important to me......lost my mind..sink away...without think twice..i do again and again i being so stupid on that year..this new year...i bring my new wish and hope that i have my own Principe....being tough and being hard not like a glass that can easily broke...i don't want to be hurt by anyone anymore.......and i don't want me being so cruel to pay back the hurt that i got to someone else .hopefully.......kindhearted and struggle girl are me in this 2011..about mum and dad......i don't want to think ...i don't want to mess my mind......because of that problem are the root of all my life being ruined .to all my sisters and  my brother..hope all of you will take care of yourself and self confident because i don't want our family matter disturb all our good future....