they never c how much i care about them :(

hye bloggy~ now im already 20years old and this april going 21....time by time i became much older than i thought ..and i still can't find who is my prince...until now im still single still being hurt with the silly liar guy! bloggy i just feel weird with people around me .i care about  them but they still can't see it.its so hurt...i care my mum so i want to stop studying and i not the one who will burden her .i care my dad so i just keep quite when he shout at me,mad at me,liar to me (married again) . i care my sisters and brother so i just let they got what they want from mum dad and i just keep silent in my deep heart to get what i want.i care Mr 'i ' so i follow his wish to be single even its so hurt and i will remind to him about his class...wake him early in the morning.....remind him not to do the THREE thing that i really hate about him..(just he and I know the 3 thing) and sometime help him if he got trouble( just i know what's that).i care my friend that's why i tried my best find the perfect house so they can sleep well......i tried be like lil mummy that they can share their problem..i give what they want...tried to tolerate nicely even im feel tired with them but i just keep silent. look bloggy...i care them but why they can't care me even just a lil.......please understand not everyone were perfect and not all people were happy like they smile ......we can't judge  people by its cover so please just respect me as a human.....i don't wanna die because my heart were ruin and the suspect of this cases happen were all of u.....just want to say that I LOVE U ALL.....