FuturE teAchEr

hyep bloggy....today im goin to school...not to teach but to see the environment of school and try to feel it before i declared as a 'teacher'.actually since younger im not too interesting on teaching.....even to be a teacher oh no..........but now...can you see it....im a teacher...unexpected this career are my way of future. start with new hope...hope that i can be a good teacher .....

~galz day owt~

hye bloggy......today me......cik yaya wif cik fyfy, cik jaja  n cik mia go to sunway......our first planning  and aim came to the sunway wanna play ice skating..but unfortunately there are too crowded wif people at there so we cancel our wish im so sorry cik mia.......we come later ok dear... ..then we go to mega lanes ...bowling.....haha again all lanes were full........all of us being blur for a while coz each of us dunno wat to do and where to go.....at last our destination is archery ........act that was my 2nd time but because of the handsome trainer......i said to him that was my 1st time i play that sport haha am i too 'gedik'????  bla...bla..bla.....then bye..bye....'abg cute' ....its was raining today.......4 of us back home wif taxi....afta dat around 7 to 8 pm....we send cik mia to kl sentral.........the end .....haha

lepaking wif ma besties.......

hye bloggy.........now im at aliff restoran wif ma besties.....cik fiq and cik huny wif her boyfriend naim......we just chit chat.... dun have interesting topic to talk.... see people around...here and there .....haha afta dis our project is goin to kbox.....arghhhh i want to spread out all ma mad at there.......

new month...new life began.......

hopefully it will be going well......start from today....im not the person who are lonely anymore...i love my self........love my family..my friends....and i love who love me.....now i want to be more independent than previously... i want to change all my weakness ....so after this no more tears.....sit in front of lappy for 6 hours make my eyes became more more biggy than usual....because of you my dearest bloggy......i will do whatever as long as i can wrote all my feeling  on you..you are the best listener my dear....

hate that characteristic!!!

20 behaviors that I hate men

1 raised his voice at me
2. foul
3. like 'eyewash'
4. Shackle
5.ego
6. cheater
7. noticed
8. selfishness
9. less attention to me
10. blind jealousy
11. mercenary
12. too busy and committed to working
13. Temper
14. hate smokers, but if you want to smoke ... not in front of me
15. Polluter
16. Greedy
17. More concerned with his friends than me
18. do not know how to appreciate me
19. Spin complicated
20. Macho control

start ignoring me....make i start set in my mind to hate u.....

hate u.............******
from love became hatred it so hurt.......3month our relationship make me appreciate it damn much....i dont know why i love you rather than myself.... the way you act.....the way you care all gone ....why??? today is the last time i saw your face in my deep heart after this no more heart break because of you...just go ahead with your sin life.....even i always be your shoulder to cry on but till now you still cant see how much i care about you.......are you blind???!  i want to spread out all my word today but i cant because i still love you ******

sunway pyramid

hye bloggy~ this evening my housemate and i wanna go to sunway pyramid..we heard that today at sunway have pc fair......then maybe we go to cinema to watch 'khurafat' horror film....hope not so scare ...huhu bloggy....i really wanna do part time job ...need extra money to buy text book for my management and leadership course.my friend had told me that at leisure commerce square have part time job ....post as telemarketer ....promote streamyx .just one more place vacancy leave..i want it or not????confuse......i really want that job it so easy......but i should ask permission my parent 1st...so that job will be halal job to do....bloggy....help...help...

crazy shawl~ oh no

hye bloggy~ i really love shawl.......hope the other time i will keep wearing it.just need time to completely myself.last yesterday my housemate and i  went shopping window at care four subang.we bought our food and buy some shawl....oh my god it so cheap.....rm10 for one shawl....so i bought two and got discount rm2 hehe....this saturday we plan to go at masjid jamek...to buy another shawl.....i wont buy to much..just buy it to wear go to class..love shawl....love shawl..haha

they never c how much i care about them :(

hye bloggy~ now im already 20years old and this april going 21....time by time i became much older than i thought ..and i still can't find who is my prince...until now im still single still being hurt with the silly liar guy! bloggy i just feel weird with people around me .i care about  them but they still can't see it.its so hurt...i care my mum so i want to stop studying and i not the one who will burden her .i care my dad so i just keep quite when he shout at me,mad at me,liar to me (married again) . i care my sisters and brother so i just let they got what they want from mum dad and i just keep silent in my deep heart to get what i want.i care Mr 'i ' so i follow his wish to be single even its so hurt and i will remind to him about his class...wake him early in the morning.....remind him not to do the THREE thing that i really hate about him..(just he and I know the 3 thing) and sometime help him if he got trouble( just i know what's that).i care my friend that's why i tried my best find the perfect house so they can sleep well......i tried be like lil mummy that they can share their problem..i give what they want...tried to tolerate nicely even im feel tired with them but i just keep silent. look bloggy...i care them but why they can't care me even just a lil.......please understand not everyone were perfect and not all people were happy like they smile ......we can't judge  people by its cover so please just respect me as a human.....i don't wanna die because my heart were ruin and the suspect of this cases happen were all of u.....just want to say that I LOVE U ALL.....

new dictionary..2011

dear Bloggy~end of 2010 make me feel not enough yet because i cant do what i want to do.....and start of this 2011 make me feel curious about what i want to do and what im gonna be .new life.so i should open new dictionary to make my life perfect.....tried to be independent girl without hold to anybody...and i will try to be honest and being loyal to just one person..no more heart break..no more love give and leave away...2010 was the most terrific page in my life ...i lost thing that are so important to me......lost my mind..sink away...without think twice..i do again and again i being so stupid on that year..this new year...i bring my new wish and hope that i have my own Principe....being tough and being hard not like a glass that can easily broke...i don't want to be hurt by anyone anymore.......and i don't want me being so cruel to pay back the hurt that i got to someone else .hopefully.......kindhearted and struggle girl are me in this 2011..about mum and dad......i don't want to think ...i don't want to mess my mind......because of that problem are the root of all my life being ruined .to all my sisters and  my brother..hope all of you will take care of yourself and self confident because i don't want our family matter disturb all our good future....